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you and I go hard at each other like we going to war
you and I go rough we keep throwin' things and slammin' the door
you and I get so damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
you and I get sick yeah I know that we can't do this no more
but baby there you go again there you go again making me love you
yeah I stopped using my head using my head let it all go 
got you stuck on my body on my body like a tattoo
and now I'm feeling stupid feeling stupid crawling back to you
so I cross my heart and I hope to die 
that I'll only stay with you one more night
and I know I said it a million times
but I'll only stay with you one more night
try to tell you no but my body keeps on telling you yes
try to tell you stop but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up in the morning probably hating myself
I'd be waking up feeling satisfied but guilty as hell
yeah baby give me one more night
I don't know
whatever

Lyrics lyrics lyrics.

I'm at a payphone tryin' to call home all of my change I spent on you

where are the times gone baby it's all wrong

where are the plans we made for two

yeah I,

I know it's hard to remember

the people we used to be 

it's even harder to picture

that you're not here next to me

you said it's too late to make it

but is it too late to try?

and then that time that you wasted

all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights

you turned out the lights

now I'm paralyzed

still stuck in that time when we called it love

but even the sun sets in paradise

if happy ever after did exist

I would still be holding you like this

all those fairytales are full of it

one more stupid love song I'll be sick

you turned your back on tomorrow

cuz you forgot yesterday

I gave you my love to borrow

but you just gave it away

you can't expect me to be fine

I don't expect you to care

I know I said it before

but all of our bridges burned down

now I'm at a payphone...

now baby don't hang up
so I can tell you what you need to know
baby I'm begging you just please don't go
so I can tell you what you need to know

Runaway

what am I supposed to do with this time

it tears so many holes I stay afloat but I'm

feel out of control so petrified

I'm petrified

what am I supposed to do to get by

did I lose everything I need to survive

cuz it's 4am and the sweat sets in

did you get my message did it send

or did you just get on with your life

I'm taking time to thinking I

don't think it's fair for us to turn around and say goodbye

I have this feeling that I finally found the word to say

but I can't tell you if you turn around and run away, run away

what am I supposed to do with these clothes

it's my twisted way of keeping you close

I'm a nervous wreck I'm a broken man

did you get my message did it send

or did you get along on your own

it brings me down when I see your face

you look so different but you feel the same

and I do not understand I cannot comprehend

the chills your body sent

why did it have to end

it's one of my favourite Maroon 5 songs that makes me wanna say

I fucking love this song.

Runaway

what am I supposed to do with this time
it tears so many holes
I stay afloat but I
feel out of control, so petrified
I'm petrified
what am I supposed to do to get by
did I lose everything I need to survive?
cuz at 4am when the sweat sets in
did you get my message, did it send
or did you just get on with your life?
I've taken time to thinking I
don't think it's fair for us to turn around and say goodbye
I have this feeling
and I finally found the words to say
but I can't tell you if you turn around and run away
what am I supposed to do with these clothes?
it's my twisted way of keeping you close
I'm a nervous wreck
I'm a broken man
did you get my message, did it send
or do you get along on your own?
it breaks me down when I see your face
you look so different but you feel the same
and I do not understand
I cannot comprehend
the chills your body sends
why did it have to end

1, 2, 3, 4, ....

It's been a while since I've talked randomly.

1. It's probably nice to just say/type whatever you want without having to think too much.

2. Yeah, it's nice, otherwise I wouldn't be doing it.

3. It's been almost three years. I saw a lot of things, and the only thing I hope is that, no matter what happens, the relationships, if it could, either just stay the same, or be better. Please don't deteriorate, please don't.

4. I bought Maroon 5's Hands All Over album, and I don't care if you call me gay.... the girl on the album cover has one superbly SEXY pose, and I'm lovin' it.

5. If Dominos offer 24-hour delivery service, I will get fat. Very very very fat.

6. Btw, I love this song:

What am I supposed to do with these clothes?

It's my twisted way

of keeping you close.

..and in a way it's true.
I want to run away.

7. I hope tomorrow will end beautifully. Please let me get all my data by tomorrow. Please let me get tomorrow in place. Please make sure I start my positional paper tomorrow. Please make sure I can get a date set from my cousin tomorrow.

..and who, you ask, I'm pleading to?
Me, myself, and I.

..and you might as well know that I plead to myself alot too.
Most of the time, it doesn't work. Maybe because each time I say I want to, I'm trying to let go, I just in turn, held on stronger.

So I'm hoping that since there's no way I can let go, I'll just turn the holding on into something good =)

Hands All Over

I am in misery
there ain't nobody who can comfort me.

I don't know why.
But I sigh more these days.
Sigh.