Runaway

what am I supposed to do with this time
it tears so many holes
I stay afloat but I
feel out of control, so petrified
I'm petrified
what am I supposed to do to get by
did I lose everything I need to survive?
cuz at 4am when the sweat sets in
did you get my message, did it send
or did you just get on with your life?
I've taken time to thinking I
don't think it's fair for us to turn around and say goodbye
I have this feeling
and I finally found the words to say
but I can't tell you if you turn around and run away
what am I supposed to do with these clothes?
it's my twisted way of keeping you close
I'm a nervous wreck
I'm a broken man
did you get my message, did it send
or do you get along on your own?
it breaks me down when I see your face
you look so different but you feel the same
and I do not understand
I cannot comprehend
the chills your body sends
why did it have to end