Wow..

In less than a week, it's 2011.
Somehow it feels like 2010 flew through.
It feels like everything just happened yesterday.
Just yesterday,
I was in uni, waiting to attend PSY106 in the comp lab, smiled, and deactivated my Facebook account (and then shit happened).
Just yesterday,
Karie and Mel were in my house playing after they did a silly inventory of which they had to go to uni for on Saturday. They played, as I napped a little. They played, and we laughed tons as Mel pushed away Karie's huge ball away to prevent her from winning. They played, and Mel exclaimed that Winnee was laughing at them.
Just yesterday,
Mel, Sarah, Joyce and Zhen came over to my house, and we had a lot of fun ;) It was the beginning of the Monopoly Deal hype too!! :)
Just yesterday,
it was Karie's Soft Toy Birthday Party ;)
Just yesterday,
it was all about us surprising and celebrating Sarah's birthday :)
Just yesterday,
it was Chinese New Year, and we had dinner in New Paris.
Just yesterday,
Yi Zhen texted me so spontaneously that she wants to do her hair, and it had to be the next day! Haha, fun ;)
Just yesterday,
tofu and I met up together to watch Eat,Pray,Love :)
Just yesterday,
we hanged out in 1U, and did practically nothing much except walking and talking, window-shopping and talking, sitting down and talking, eating and talking.
Just yesterday,
she came over to have a sleepover in my house for the first time.
Just yesterday,
we all went for CHC's first Easter production, but couldn't get in, so we left and had ice cream in McD's instead. After that, I attended that production, twice.
Just yesterday,
I went with my siblings to karaoke, and we sang our hearts out.
Just yesterday,
I went for CHC's Christmas production, played Tap Tap, visited tofu, and went for karaoke :)
Just yesterday,
we were in Winnee's office, chattering and laughing away. I didn't talk much, but it sure was nice to hang out with an admirable yet intimidating lecturer! :)
Just yesterday,
was ARUPS. We worked ourselves out.. and I realize tons of people were ultimately stressed and extremely tired. But I found it a great experience... or maybe I'm just easily happified.
Just yesterday,
it was before we went to Rayner's party. Had a nice little chat with Moon and Nico :)
Just yesterday,
Sniffy brought me a Grande Peppermint Mocha Frapuccino (+3 shots).
Just yesterday,
I gave him Croco and saw his wtf face.
Just yesterday,
Li Hui, San, Yi Peng, Nico - we were all in Kiliney Kopitiam. Just talking :)
Just yesterday,
I went to Japan.
Just yesterday,
I was having fun watching my nephew Rui Rui pose for me in front of the camera.
Just yesterday,
we celebrated Meng's birthday in Italiannies.
Just yesterday,
I realized Weng Khye is really a nice guy after I got all irritated (and perhaps to him, it was the first time he saw me getting so annoyed) and so he suggested to go for karaoke anyway. Most likely I wasn't the only factor - it was after exams, and he hadn't went for karaoke for a long time too it seems. But still, very nice of that little kid! It's good because nice people are running low in this world :D and somehow I was happy to have showed that I was annoyed since.. ah haa, generally the day turned out well :)
Just yesterday,
we were doing our Forensics project.
Just yesterday,
I was in Bubba Gump, celebrating my 21st birthday.
Just yesterday,
we were laughing on about something during break.
Just yesterday,
tofu came and spent the night, then went for my Cognitive class.
Just yesterday,
we studied in Taylors Lakeside Campus.
Just yesterday,
I was out with Michelle, Maple and friends to yumcha.
Just yesterday,
it was bloody prom.. and after that we went for karaoke.
Just yesterday,
I went for a trip to Malacca with Mel, Meng, Jen, Jie Xin and Chew Wei. We ate tons, laughed tons, enjoyed tons, and had tons of good memories :)
Just yesterday,
I was in Yi Zhen's uncle house with Mel, playing truth or dare.
Just yesterday,
I showed Yi Zhen a thank you video and she laughed. Later, she showed it to her sister, and Yi Lin chased her into the room.
Just yesterday,
I was sad.
Just yesterday,
I was happy.
Just yesterday,
I regretted.
Just yesterday,
I learnt from my mistakes.
Just yesterday,
I learnt that I won't make wrong decisions, as long as I don't act.. or speak when I am angry.
Just yesterday,
it was Christmas. :)

But with memories like these.. 2010 has been a fruitful year, and I'm sure I hadn't listed everything down yet. Every single day of 2010 has been like Christmas. Every day I am gifted with a memory to keep, or otherwise, a day to live. ;)

Have a good year ahead, you! =)

Nonsense

1. I am in need of serotonin!!
2. I'm having a headache.
3. I'm not studying.
4. My dad gave me a planner.
5. So what do I do with my Starbucks planner?
6. Anyone of you want it?
7. Could make a good Christmas present though.
8. I look at my collection of Harry Potter series and feel the urge to read them. I think I'll enjoy them more than my Ethics textbook.
9. I studied more than usual today! *proud* thanks to Maple.
10. Maybe that's where the headache is coming from.
11. I am supposed to be fasting today.
12. But I didn't.
13. Guess I don't ____ you that much.
14. I am listening to Liu Liyang's Gift.
15. Emo song.
16. But nais.
17. Do you know?
18. Of course you don't.
19. It's just my way of speech.
20. Anyways, my point.
21. I wear a cap when I study.
22. Long fringe.
23. It wasn't funny.
24. It's not funny!
25. Until my brother came into my room and said "Ah Girl 好心你讀書就不要戴祿帽啦".
26. Sial. I didn't realize it's green.
27. But it's a nice cap ok!
28. I didn't get to see Rui Rui today ):
29. Headache's gettin' to me.
30. Tear glands are working (no, it doesn't mean I'm crying, it just means they're functioning).
31. I look at my study table. Disastrous.
32. I look at my bed. Horrendous.
33. No, it's clean. I just changed the bedsheet a few days ago okay! It's just untidy.
34. Headache's really bad.
35. Sleepy too.
36. Three more chapters! Four more subjects!
37. PSY201 - Very important!
38. PSY308 - Important elective! I love criminal minds :D
39. PSY304 - Oh boy oh boy! The structured question just scares the shit outta me.
40. PSY33--.......... *ahem, allow me to say...* wtf who cares.
41. I should just shut up and resume my studying.
42. I should make myself proud by managing to study everything this time round.
43. One of the lessons by tofu - when procrastinating from studies, remind self of self's lousy CGPA.
44. ........
45. Baa baiii!!!!!!

I remember the Shayne Ward craze.
I bought his Breathless album (and now I don't know where it is.. crap!),
and I looooooved it tons.

if our love was a storybook,
we would meet on the very first page
the last chapter would be about
how I'm thankful for the life we've made.

you just walked out of one of my dreams
so beautiful you're leaving me
breathless.

I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I love the way that you look without your make up
there's something bout you that makes me wanna step up
step up and be with you
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry

we got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love

it feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
baby life was good to me but you just made it better
I love the way you stand by me through any kind of weather
feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me

hey baby when we are together
doing things
that we love
I just need you to know girl
I don't wanna run away
baby you're the one I need tonight
baby now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms
here tonight

and now??
just any nais song would do :D

you touched these tired eyes of mine
and mapped my face out line by line
and somehow growing old feels fine
it may not seem like very much
but I'm yours

and I'd give up forever
to touch you

check yes Juliet
are you with me?
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
there's no turning back for us tonight
run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
I've never been this close to anyone
or anything
I wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby I'm amazed by you.

omg yin mei!!!!

shut up and study!! D:

1, 2, 3, 4, ....

It's been a while since I've talked randomly.

1. It's probably nice to just say/type whatever you want without having to think too much.

2. Yeah, it's nice, otherwise I wouldn't be doing it.

3. It's been almost three years. I saw a lot of things, and the only thing I hope is that, no matter what happens, the relationships, if it could, either just stay the same, or be better. Please don't deteriorate, please don't.

4. I bought Maroon 5's Hands All Over album, and I don't care if you call me gay.... the girl on the album cover has one superbly SEXY pose, and I'm lovin' it.

5. If Dominos offer 24-hour delivery service, I will get fat. Very very very fat.

6. Btw, I love this song:

What am I supposed to do with these clothes?

It's my twisted way

of keeping you close.

..and in a way it's true.
I want to run away.

7. I hope tomorrow will end beautifully. Please let me get all my data by tomorrow. Please let me get tomorrow in place. Please make sure I start my positional paper tomorrow. Please make sure I can get a date set from my cousin tomorrow.

..and who, you ask, I'm pleading to?
Me, myself, and I.

..and you might as well know that I plead to myself alot too.
Most of the time, it doesn't work. Maybe because each time I say I want to, I'm trying to let go, I just in turn, held on stronger.

So I'm hoping that since there's no way I can let go, I'll just turn the holding on into something good =)

Remix

honey why you calling me so late

it's kinda hard to talk right now

starry starry night

paint your pallete blue and grey

the smell of your skin

lingers on me now

I've waited all my life

to cross this line

shoe laces untied

nobody knows

who I really am

I wanna go to a place where I can say

that I'm alright and safe and sound with you

and I wanna believe you

when you tell me that it will be ok

I've been 

waiting

for my dreams to turn into something

this is it

you just walked out of one of my dreams

so beautiful you're leaving me

breathless

I can't just figure it out

tell my why

you're so hard to forget

don't remind me

falling in love wasn't my plan

This morning I tuned in to my mp3 player..
and ah!
I miss this song =)

古巨基
眼睛不能沒眼淚
曲:林建華
詞:林夕

微笑吧 smile
容我把天真留下 let me retain your gentleness
相機證明曾經欣賞過大家 the camera proves that we've both appreciated each other before
離去吧 leave
忘記永久這童話 and forget happily ever after
想找快樂何不飛奔抱住他 if you want happiness, why don't you grasp him tightly
一起 開心 留下 不再 開心 由它 if it's unhappy, it's okay

願你記住 please remember
結束感情沒有罪 there's no wrong in ending relationships
變心不是你不對 it's not your fault that feelings change
假使背著良心一起太傻女 it's silly to stay together

願我記住 I will remember
眼睛不能沒眼淚 that eyes can't not have tears
只因沙石要洗去
真心愛人無非想她有人可 登對 I truly love you, and I hope you find your happiness

明智地 intelligently
無意對傷感迴避 and unintentionally repressed sorrow
犧牲我後才知心中有慈悲 sacrificed myself and realized I'm unhappy

麻痹地 numb
忘記背影多明媚 trying to forget how beautiful the past was
相戀告別全因不想再自欺 saying goodbye to stop lying to myself
想我 寬恕 傻話 心會 更改 無它

再找安眠藥有罪 stop looking for sleeping pills
再不肯睡我不對 it's my fault that you can't sleep
這麼偉大療傷不必靠藥水
無需寬恕 there's no need for me to forgive you
有新感情沒有罪 it's okay to have a new relationship

如果他這麼理想 if he's ideal
別要 don't
內疚心虛 regret

強裝寬容就算累 even if pretending is tired
你不安是我不對 it's my fault that you're uneasy
不忍放下誰可找到最合適 伴侶