Eventually...

I'm falling without you

It's funny.

Without knowing the lyrics this song brought tears to my eyes the moment I listened to it.

..and then I read the lyrics.

...and then I understood why my eyes teared up.

It's so nice to know that you are empathized with.

..and then I smiled :)

love is painful all the love is painful

repeating like a fool

that's what I always do

but pain is beautiful

it's same as you

hope turns into disappointment

wish turns into despair

as love deepened, pain deepened more

illusions or expectations that this time, it'll be different

eventually.. how many years have passed

there is no forever

eventually.. realising we're not meant to be

became alone again

barely, barely, barely, I thought I finally found my love

eventually, eventually, it's ended up like this again

my mind never changed from the very beginning

but my mind is now full of wounds because of you

because of your cold voice, I'm changing

I'm getting cold as well

it's hard to get back

between you and me

we are drifting farther and farther apart from each other

it's hard to be around each other

so I gave 'parting' as a gift to you

and turned my back

I'm falling without you

eventually.. whose fault is it that there's no love

eventually.. I'm saying goodbye to you, it's tiring. I'm falling asleep

barely, barely, barely, it seems like this is the end between us

eventually, eventually we're becoming strangers

let's go

I didn't realise at first

that I liked the emptiness which was hers

after several days, at last I thanked her

I didn't know myself

I didn't know about the confidence that I could live without you

tomorrow will be different from today

one year, two years

the regret is getting as deep as the pain

I pray everything will change as time goes for you my baby