Thursday, January 19, 2012

Double combo~

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the world I'm coming home
let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
and they've forgiven my mistakes

I'm back where I belong
I never felt so strong
I feel like there's nothing I can't try
and if you with me put your hands high
if you ever lost a light before,
this one's for you,
and you
the dreams are for you

I hear 'the tears of a clown'
I hate that song
I always feel like they talking to me when it comes on
another day another dawn
another Keisha nice to meet ya get the math I'm gone
what am I 'posed to do when the club lights come on
it's easy to be Puff it's harder to be Sean
what if my twins ask why I ain't marry their mom
why? damn
how do I respond?
what if my son stares with a face like my own
and says he wants to be like me when he's grown
shit!
but I ain't finished growin'
another night the inevitable prolongs
another day another dawn
just tell Keisha and Teresa I'll be better in the morn'
another lie that I carry on
and I need to get back to the place I belong

'a house is not a home'
I hate this song
is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
and niggas got the nerve to blame you for it
and you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
but you felt it
and still feel it
and money can't make up for it or conceal it
but you deal with it
and you keep ballin'
pour out some liquor play ball and we keep ballin'
baby we been living in sin cuz we've been really in love
but we've been living as friends
so you've been a guest in your own home
it's time to make the house your home
pick up the phone

'ain't no stopping us now'
I love this song
whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told ya all that we won't stop
we back cruising through Harlem, Vivo blocks
it's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
drove me away then embraced me, forgave me
for all of my shortcomings
welcome to my homecoming
yeah
it's been a long time coming
lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles, lot of cars
lot of ups, lot of downs, made it back, lost my dog
and here I stand
a better man
thank you Lord

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