So very tired...

Thankfully Mel is here for me to talk to! Yay! (:

I think I'm super lame when I'm lethargic.

Hehe.. lethargic.. lethargy.
Mel teach one.

I feel like talking.

You know, from before and until now,
I've always thought that,
the topics you talk about
depends on who you're talking with.

...and for now,
I'm searching for someone
that I can freely hug and know that that person will not push me away,
that I can rest my head upon that person's erm.. lap like a pillow and be patted to sleep,
that I can talk to about everything, anything.

Sadly, so far..
only one has fulfilled one criteria.

But it's okay.

It builds my resilience.

..and I'm not someone that'll jump out and say
"Hey! I need some love too!"

If I ever do that..
If I ever do anything like say, or act like 'what about me? ):'.
It's either I'm desperate..
or I just want an effect... if you get what I mean.

Ah.. I'm fine, I'm fine..
no worries.