Paramore

when I was younger I saw
my daddy cry
he cursed at the wind
he broke his own heart
and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it
and my momma swore that she would
never let herself forget
and that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
if it does not exists
but darling
you are the only exception
maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts
and we've got to find other ways
to make it alone
or keep a straight face
and I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable
distance
up until now I've sworn to myself
that I'm content
with loneliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk
but you are
the only exception
I've got a tight grip of reality but I can't
let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leavin' in the mornin' when you wake up
leave me with some kinda proof it's not a dream
you are the only exception
and I'm on my way to believing

- - -

Haha!
You know what?
Here's a little trivia about me.
I think I wrote it down before though.
But anyway,
this is me:
I like it when certain songs air in my mp3 player.
I will smile when it just suddenly plays certain songs when I'm down or when I'm walking by myself.
..cuz I assign songs to friends. Hehe!
My player is on shuffle you see.
So it's totally random!
Just like how when someone just see something and think about you (and you don't know, you may think it's random, but they were thinking about you!), and I like to think whenever a particular song airs (especially if I'm listening to the radio), it's fate, it's a sign.
A sign to show - 
you were thinking about me (:

So whenever I'm down,
I can in a way,
feel better!
Although I know it's not true. XD

But we all build defense mechanisms for ourselves, don't we?
..and I try to stay optimistic that way.
So that there'll always a way for me to smile. (:

Smiling is important.
You can make someone's day just by smiling at them.
A smile can mean happiness.
A smile can mean don't worry, everything's fine.

Haha!
So nice don't you think!
SO SMILE! :D